Well...
It is a story I don't like to tell, it brings back bad... and terrible memories. It was the day... that Christmas day that I got my Xbox 360 pro bundle which included Forza III, Headset, Controller, and the HD component cables. I then opened up Halo 3, and I was overjoyed... my dreams came true! It was the first game I played on my first Xbox 360, I was given a random generated user name... it was something along the lines of "SaharaMouse91"... I entered my first game, and got made fun of, called nasty names, got sent hate messages, and the people were modding and using lag switches in order to make sure I didn't do well. I didn't even have a chance because I was judged by my username and didn't have a chance.
I cried hard for a very long time. I fell into a deep depression and was placed into a mental hospital because my parents couldn't figure out what was wrong with me and what was causing my depression. The nasty box mashed potatoes and he rubbery "grilled" chicken breast and the under-cooked peas were not that fun. On top of that, there were open showers similar to a HS locker room shower. You had no privacy... not when showering, and not when using the bathroom. It was a dark place in my life. They sent me home after 4 months of constant mental therapy. But even though they thought I was fine, inside.... I was still in a dark place.
Then it happened.... I had a breakthrough. I was watching the movie "Taken" starring Liam Neeson, and I saw how he took revenge on the people that hurt him and kidnapped his daughter. All of a sudden, I wanted to take revenge on those who hurt me and tried to make me feel bad. So I did it.... I decided to change my Gamer Tag to "Total Mayhem" however.... that name was taken. I tried "Total-Mayhem".... taken.... So I tried "Total Mayh3m" and all of a sudden.... it worked. My new name would echo the mantra I would hold for the rest of my XBL time... I would cause Total Mayh3m to all who hurt and harmed me. Thus, when I play against people... they know what they are getting.
~The End~
eh only like 5% of that is true...
I got a 360 Pro bundle and Halo 3, signed up and went though many different options for Total Mayhem and settled on Total Mayh3m.