Don't do it.
We'll misss youu. There are other people EVERYDAY who have this, x10. Don't ive up, you have a whole future ahead of you. You don't have to end yourself, I have troubles too. I'm sure everyone does. I say just have a break and relax. Everyone will miss you, and then you have the chance of meeting "the one".
Live a life! notice you're about 13. right? 13! You're not even an adult yet. You still have all of that ahead of you. Drivers liscense. the one. And....most importantly.
US! we'll miss you and we love having you on the forum! you brighten up the day.