You my friend are suffering from paranoia
"paranoia" refers to a mental state in which a person feels overly suspicious and self-important. Paranoia is a delusion, meaning that a person's beliefs do not match reality; these false beliefs can cause mistrust, rage, preoccupation, anxiety, defensiveness and hostility. Paranoia can stem from a number of possible causes, including mental disorders that range from mild to severe in nature. For instance, simple paranoid may involve some mild to moderate anxiety, as opposed to paranoid schizophrenia, in which a person may completely lose touch with reality.
Ask a doctor preferably a psychiatrist, to find out how paranoid you are. An assessment should lead to a diagnosis, which will tell you the cause and severity of the paranoia as well as the best method of treatment. Because paranoia has so many possible causes, you need a professional assessment to get the proper help