Hey everyone. I know that some of you must know me, the older members at least. I really wouldn't expect a newer member to remember me, given I'm barely here anymore oppose to how much I used to be here in the past.
And lately, I've been making more frequent visits, lurking among the shadows of the forum just to see that all of you are safe and okay. Because despite how distant I have gotten I still care about every single one of you, dearly. You guys were all my friends, and I still see you as friends, even if we don't talk often.
With this member ranking structure update, I've come back with the goal to get to Legendary status, yes. Who wouldn't have that goal?
But I just want all of you to know that me coming back isn't just because of a fancy color and title. It's because I miss this place, I truly do.
I miss the countless hours of fun in the shoutbox.
The events.
The members.
The moderators.
...Art week..
The one thing I did for this forum that no other succeeded at.
Everything in this place that you can even imagine, because the possibilities are endless with the creativity and devotion of all of you.
But at the same time, I find it hard to come back, because as I grow older I'm starting to do different things. I'm starting to get more and more friends outside of my digital life.
I have parents that are slowly starting to rely on me, because sooner or later I'll be the one taking the torch.
And most of all, I've just gotten so many priorities to the point where I don't know where to start.
I would sit here and make another promise to come back, and stay back. But at the same moment, I can't. Because I don't know where my life is going to take me. I just go day by day, and whatever happens is going to happen.
I have a goal to try and come back, because I feel that I need to do it for all of you. You all showed me how fun it is to be within a community. And with the time I was here, I was at my peak of happiness. And ever since I left, I feel like that happiness just left.
And on top of that, you all are amazing people that I miss being around. Because this place is diverse, and flowing with as much cheeriness and prosperity as possible. And it's amazing how no matter what happens here, that mood maintains.
I don't know if this is a thank-you, a speech, or even a declaration of home-coming.
But I know one thing, and that is for sure. I should be here, and I should be doing as much as I can to pay back all the respect, and kindness I've received over these two years.
But rather, I'm sitting and thinking of what to do, rather than just doing what I should've been doing this entire time - ..Just being here.
I owe it to all of you, to be here.
Because you all cleared up my dark and stormy nights. No matter how little interaction you had.
I will come back, because I know I have to. And I know I've said this before, but at the time I was too incompetent and immature to understand.
But now I do, and I will apply as much effort as possible to be able to be here. Not only for myself, but for all of you.
Thanks for the wild ride these past two years.
And let's look forward to the roller coasters ahead. - The Friendly A.I
Here's some complementary art, for all of you.